Jandek - Shadow of the Clouds lyrics

We're in the shadow of the clouds All there is is brown and blue And when I think about it all I can't forget the downfall And all the pieces of the place The rain upon my hungry face I got to go, I got to go I don't really want to know It's just my mind won't let me free I'm not blind, I can see The shock of knowing you are gone A long term life that I must give To the downfall of our dreams As my eyes looked through it all I saw the fury and the fire And I heard the thunder sound I felt the raining in my heart As time went by and you weren't there Now all I see is brown and blue In the shadow of the clouds The d**h and panic have pa**ed by I couldn't help but pa** them to you Something senseless on that day I can't help but look away I stared it in the face and I knew No matter how much time went by We walk and talk somewhere unknown In the shadow of the clouds