Jandek - Lonely World lyrics

When the lonely world comes down And the day looks bleak And the what-am-I syndrome clouds over me The helpless realization Can I pa** this time The excited moment's gone The trailblazing at an end Reality of nowhere smashing in my face What did I think was good The blind spot dropped away It's the same nothing it was The end of the ride is here Guess I'll go get drunk again What else is new If you can feel your joy That's just the way you are Hope you never come over here We'd just both be disappointed I don't need no more of that Got my own dead life here