Jandek - Different Blues lyrics

I came back different honey I didn't mean it that way I went for a walk And I came back depressed, hey It seemed like a dream Some kind of excursion out there It was not in my place I became a different kind of man Well I want to go back now I want to experience that dream I know I can't have it here And yet it's back in my mind somewhere Whatever happened I came depressed and deplored Now where was I Let me see Oh, I guess I'll have to start it again Where am I Where were we It's like I just woke up All I did was go out for a walk But I came back different you know