Jammie Smith - Tears to Snow lyrics

[Verse 1] Man, f**! Me and my girl keep arguin' Somehow my life just got hard again She's scared of groupies that steady bargin' in I can't explain the pain my heart is in Yeah I got money, but reality isn't sunny, it's dark and grim See when I'm tourin' I don't take her So she get filled with anger, thinkin' another woman is gon' replace her She standing in tears of emotion knee deep I keep tryna tell her "Why? I ain't f**in' no groupie!" She don't believe me My career is so deceiving She's dating a rapper, nobody said it was gon' be easy She threatening to leave me cause of these text messages girls send Now I'm just caught in this whirlwind Tryna explain they just friends who can't control themselves They see the fame, think I'm cute, and they get overwhelmed She should f**in' know the deal I'm done dealing with this bull sh** b**h, I'm outta here, you can go to hell [Hook] There's no room to drive at the end of the road When you're living in the cold not wearing a coat The breeze turns tears to snow Will they ever learn to love me? (ever learn to love me) Don't f**ing call me Stop trying to reach me I ain't tryna hear all of your bullsh**, just leave me [Verse 2] The underground ain't been the same since I emerged from it n***as hear my name and they just hate, and throw some dirt on it Talking 'bout I blew up and just left them in the dust But we ain't friends mothaf**a we ain't neva kicked it once You better zip it shut, I'm respectful But if I spot you that's the only time that I won't ever give a f** Your words can make a difference, do not forget If you run your mouth and talk sh**, you payin' for what comes out of it b**h n***as acting all macho, jealous cuz they ain't got dough While they still opening up for me at my show Smiling coming over to me, like I'm the coldest MC And then you bad mouth the moment I leave Aight, I got it since I'm in the limelight You n***as try to look cool by not being hyped about my hype Simple and plain, better watch where your missiles are aimed Insult my name you'll rekindle a flame, n***a [Hook] [Verse 3] I'm about to lock myself in my basement and dig my grave inside All jokes aside, man I see no reason to stay alive If I do it, I won't even say “good-bye” “Ya, ho, but you're Hopsin, and you have so many fa-ans!“ Yeah, great advice I'm not lucky Outside of Hopsin, there's no one who loves me I come home to absolutely nothing Nobody pays any mind to Marcus They treat me like I'm retarded They just want me to slave away as an artist It don't make any sense to me No one wants to get to know the real me They just want some pictures for they friends to see I deal with this kind of stress, endlessly f** this damn industry Look at all the sh** that it just did to me I don't care about no big collab or tryna swim in cash I just want a family I can watch the TV with and laugh Until then, I'm on the dark side I'm the f**in' Dark Knight, startin' bar fights It's a hard life [Hook]