Jamie xx - What If... (Part II) lyrics

I was more focused on a name than the actual music / I was more focused on artwork than the actual music / Then it occurred in every word that I spit and y'all swallowed / That hope comes from the heart and mine happened to be hollowed / What if I never was original, would I still be myself? / What if I was failing independently, would I still cry for help? / The image I progress with through the deficits of the relentless / Make me seem more helpless than the average man that's selfish / I could care less about the countless songs about b**hes and profit / I could care more about the countless idiots that actually went and bought it / I consumed the same lies and now I'm pissed that I'm a product / Of what society has come to, the feeling of a generation of vomit / See, getting your a** off the couch and beginning labor / Started from an application from the computer not paper / The contradicting life we're in, seems to throw you for a spin / Predicting you to lose, praying that you don't win / There's probably a reason that you got “all these people hatin” / I'm sick of it all, I need a vaccination / I got a question: What if you / What if you weren't yourself, so society would be what you fit into / What if that's the reason people began to treat you different / Would you change what you did or just learn to live with it... WOULD YOU CHANGE WHAT DO YOU DID OR JUST LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT