Featuring jason sears of rkl (rich kids on lsd) Lyrics written by jason sears Music writen by lynn strait/mikey doling/tumor fahnestock Produced by mikey doling/tumor fahnestock and jim wirt Engineered by jim wirt Guitars: mikey doling Ba**: tumor fahnestock Drums: shannon larkin As i sit here all alone and wondering why now once again All the others weren't enought you had to take another friend Now once again to soon i search for words that just aren't there I give to you my feelings in a song and with a tear Somehow close yet still so far I hold you here deep in my heart I hope and pray these words you'll hear That your at peace and free from fear The question asked full in my rage how could you make this end Just seems so wrong that in his frime you'd go and take my friend If goodness comes from tragedy then let this be the case So only thoughs of joy are thought each time we see your face Why did you have to know I hope it's not in vain Cause there has to be a reason Or some goodness in my pain Pa**ion churning sensess bluring All the things you taught we learned Some things in life we'll never know Like how much time we're left to go Never fair or justified Sad alone i sat and cried Of all the questions we must ask Not when, where, who but why so fast? Now looking back i see the day our eyes they first did meet An alligator shirt some jeans and docks upon his feet With out stretched arms we said hello his face a welcome grin You wanna go and spark a bowl nice to meet you my names lynn A battle forges on but it just don't seem the same Cause i'm gonna win this battle and i'll do it in your name I say goodbye to you my friend i did a fond farewell At least your up in heaven now not stuck here in this hell!! On with the show we have to go My thoughts they have been spoken You touched our lives gave others Hope and now our hearts are broken Of all that come and all that go There's few that have the spark The strength the joy, the energy To truely fill our hearts Of whom i speak i sing these words And give this final hymn I say it loud with love and pride and shout I love you lynn!!! Then someone looked up to the sky Look there's lynn he said and off you flew With dobbs by your side i know then you weren't dead You just changed shapes free as a Bird to soar the skys above and so we turned And waved goodbye as sadness turned to love