Featuring m.c.u.d (jared gomez) of (hed)pe Lyrics written by m.c.u.d (jared gomez) Music writen by mikey doling/tumor fahnestock Produced by mikey doling/tumor fahnestock and jim wirt Engineered by jim wirt Guitars: mikey doling Ba**: tumor fahnestock Drums: shannon larkin Turntables: dj product Yeah I gotta get through this sh** (strait up) Momma told me that there'd be days like this (strait up) You it's easy to forget what my purpose is (strait up) Just when i feel like everythings cool my drama starts surfacin' (strait up) And all that drama hard to not let it blind you So you gotta put that fake sh** behind you Don't let your enemy remind you of that time you f**ed up My boy would have told your to shut the f** up (strait up) I see fools laughin' and i wanna cry I see fools livin' it up, and i wanna die sh** i feel like i got one foot in the grave already I feel like jesus is out to get me Test me, and watch me fail Uh huh huh huh But i know it's not to late for me He told me there's more out there than just hate out there for me Yeah, i see you on a painted road And i miss you, i can't see you, but i feel you Yeah i feel your soul, you know this No matter what i know you still got my back Heh i know where you at I gave everything I lost everything I want everything I lose everything I hate everything (strait up) Huh i know where you at I can't find you (i can't find you) I can't find you (i can't see you) I can't find you (i can't find you) Why why Back up, shut up, disappear What, shut up, wake up, i'm over here, what Yeah, i woke up and i cursed the day (strait up) I woke up and i prayed for this pain in my chest to go away Jesus, he just laughed at me Said my life was a tradgity and i was lost for all eternity I was, n***a why are you forsakin' me? Huh, maybe you breakin' my heart (strait up) aww man If i could just go back and start over again Just have one good friend sh**, i'd take that sh** to the top (strait up) And never stop (strait up) Bring that sh** back again..hahahahaha Yeah, damn, just one good friend Huh, i'm over here, come back now, show me how I don't care any more, i can't, i can't take it Close to the edge, and i'm breakin' down Yeah you see me breakin' down I gave everything I lost everything I want everything I lose everything I hate everything Yeah i know where you at I can't find you (i can't find you) I can't find you (i can't see you) I can't find you (i can't find you) Why why Everyday another liar Here comes another thief Prepair yourself for much more sarrow Depend on much more grief Everyday another liar Here comes another thief Prepair yourself for much more sarrow Depend on much more grief I try (and understand) I can't find you (i can't find you) I can't find you (i can't see you) I can't find you (i can't find you) Why why Back up, shut up, disappear What, shut up, wake up, i'm over here, what Back up, shut up, disappear What, shut up, wake up, i'm over here, cause Wake up, get up, walk away Wake up, get up, walk away Wake up, get up, walk away, what Wake up, get up, walk away, what