[Intro: Jhene Aiko] What's up? Been a minute since we kicked it, you've been caught up With them b**hes, I don't get it, you're a star love You shouldn't have to deal with that I'd never make you feel like that Cause... [Hook: Jhene Aiko] I love me, I love me enough for the both of us That's why you trust me, I know you been through more than most of us So what are you? What are you, what are you so afraid of? Darling you, you give but you cannot take love [Verse 1: James Logan] Name an acquaintance I ain't influenced I never contemplate the consequences of my selfish actions Rapping this hoping I get a delayed reaction Does this make me a bit obsessive Cause I hate it when you're submissive Pa**ive aggressive when we're texting I feel the distance, I should have put that sh** in the past tense Cause we haven't texted in weeks And this is probably where my depression finally peaks The sequence of events in our relationship always got me stressed Loop this beat so I can let it speak Hope our next communication is more than a squeak Never want us to be strangers in the street All this sh** on my mind got me lacking sleep Tossin' and turnin' in the sheets Your lack of effort to see me got me rapping different Wrote that hope that it wouldn't sound too desperate I wish you were still here, so I could simply say let's go to your beach house for the weekend An escape from this mess, Dwelling on a vacation That's just a quiet reflection on failed plans I'm just an artist fighting starvation, I wanna show emotion but still keep it G Lyrically I'll never be on the level of those I revere Got me pondering if all our memories can be forgotten in a year A year apart, funny how long that lasted You'll probably claim nothing was the same, that's all part of the game Who you settling for, who better for ya than the boy huh? [Hook] [Verse 2: James Logan] The optimist inside me got me thinking there is a happy ending to all this But the pessimist is saying this sh** is hopeless I keep telling myself to have a little patience But what if I'm a patient, and the only prescription is you Wrote that, got me asking how I'm going to flow this Cause you honestly just shattered all my confidence Damn I need you to hear this I said it once, but since it didn't resonate I'll say it here It is dangerous when you're complacent, that sh** is contagious I guess sensitivity is my only weakness Maybe one day you'll realize what we could be I'm afraid of my own insecurities Everytime I see you now you just seem like a visitor And I need you, I admit that, we're too similar But I'm afraid I haven't changed enough The distance got me worried if I'm sufficient enough I contradict myself whenever I say it's never too late to learn from a past mistake Because I told you once that we don't make mistakes Just bad decisions, that hit a nerve or something I'll always remember that day Being at dinner and you telling me I'd never make it as a rapper Wonder after hearing this if it changed your thought process When you find out how I'm living, I just pray I'm forgiven But what qualities was I looking for before, who you settling for, who better for ya than your boy? [Hook] [Verse 3: James Logan] I was being honest when I said I haven't drank in months But you probably won't believe that I might stay lifted f**ing with these other b**hes, but those feelings were never scripted These decisions just a way to occupy my time Don't hold it against me I want my actions to speak louder than my words That's why I sound subdued on this beat When it's all said and done I wanna out do Drake, in the booth with jak, maybe he's my 40 Just remember everyone who ever said a negative connotation Let that be the motivation That should take you to heights you never dreamed of Fall in love with the music and let's just see where it takes us I know you got it in you to pack arenas And I'm here to help bring those ideas to fruition Doing this sh** just to pay my tutition This is a home invasion through your speaker set So close to fame I can almost taste it I just bodied this sh**, snippet for the album Lil co*k is back