Jake Hill - Waiting to Die lyrics
I drown my tears in material things I spent all of my years in front of LED screens I’m probably wastin’ my youth, I’d hate to look back on this When I’m old and I’m pissed from all the life that I missed And I’ve been fallin’ down I know I’ve said it before, can’t seem to sorted out I hit my head on the floor and then I pour it out I make some bad metaphors to help me calm it down My thoughts are talking loud And I’ve been restless, stressed, depressed, mark the checklist It’s just another phase that I’m in And I don’t wanna lie to your face, but my pace has been hectic I just don’t know where to begin, so I’ll say this Life su*ks and I’m losing my mind Can you tell me the time? I’m just waiting to die, yeah All my songs started soundin’ the same I’ve been locked in my brain, think I’m goin’ insane A manic, dammit, here we go again I’m so damaged, damn, where the fu*k are all my friends at? Life su*ks and I’m losing my mind Can you tell me the time? I’m just waiting to die I hold my head up while I’m holdin’ my breath And I’m so fed up with the dread, I’m always watchin’ my step I wish that I could be oblivious like everyone else They say ignorance is bliss, I really like how that sounds And I’ve been crying out The walls are caving again, can someone pull me out? I’m feeling trapped in my skin, don’t wanna let you down I’m lost and faded again, I really hate this town Nothing can save me now And I’ve been breaking the silence, the words are better when I scream it I think I said some things out of line, but know I don’t mean it I promise I’ll call you ’cause lately I just feel defeated I just don’t know where to begin, so I’ll say this Life su*ks and I’m losing my mind Can you tell me the time? I’m just waiting to die, yeah All my songs started soundin’ the same I’ve been locked in my brain, think I’m goin’ insane A manic, dammit, here we go again I’m so damaged, damn, where the fu*k are all my friends at? Life su*ks and I’m losing my mind Can you tell me the time? I’m just waiting to dieee