JairTheshadow - Only Time Will Tell lyrics

[Verse 1] What's the point of dreaming if you're thinking it won't come true What's the point of falling for you, if you won't fall too Scared that my music is something none of you would vibe too My twitter count is only at 3 hundred and 42 But I swear that I'm worth it, but I don't think I deserve it I put my heart in your hands, hoping that some of you heard it This my story , my dream, struggling to find the real me, skipping cla** to record 'Til my throat got weak And now I'm here at my peak. now we're telling but we're patient Cuz some nights I really hate this, and I feel like I'll never make it I been hated from the start, yeah I'm pursuing it all Mending a broken heart, I took a hell of a fall, but time isn't money You can't earn yesterday back, so I'm focus on the grind, letting you know where I'm at Dumped all my chips on the table, yeah there's no going back I promise, ill pay every single one of you back So is this my time? I really don't know This is something that I've wanted since 12 years old Put my parents in a house until they grow old Teachers telling me my dream is just way too old But no matter what happens, this is for me to you here I pour my soul into this mic, so it can leak in your ears Dealt with every single doubt throughout my high school career One day ill see my inspiration as one of my peers Yeah, through my sickness and health I never cared about the money, the fans, or the wealth The love I always keep on getting, always giving me help But will I make it past the stars, only time will tell (Chorus) Don't know what to do, and I don't know who I'll ever be So I'ma just do it all myself So I guess time will only tell You don't know what you mean to me, I'll never know how much I mean to you Always want you right here next to me But I guess time will only [Verse 2] As you staring out the window, hating all of our lives Reminisce of the days where I would call to say hi It's ironic how you call me saying we're done goodbye You said I only broke your heart, well you broke mine So you can hate me, you can love me, but you tore us apart All my friends told me no, while I said yes from the start You said that I always have a special place deep in your heart Well it's only full of darkness I don't know where you are But you say how its meant to be maybe its how we let it be I don't think you really know how much you really meant to me What's the point of choices if we just believe in destiny If you're gonna break my heart might as well break the rest of me So girl wipe your tears, the damage is done The night is done and over and so is our fun And I know it really hurts, but you had the gun If love's truly a battle I don't think I've won But no matter what happens, no I'll never be far You'll always be part of me, but like that of a scar Didn't choose to split up, we just grew apart But never thought life without you would ever be this hard So I'm patching up the wounds can't get you off my mind You were my hell on earth, yeah we had a hell of a time Which is why I always smiled when you cross my mind I guess time will only tell if we have feelings inside Through the highs and lows, into this life I go Through the smile and the heartaches I won't lose control This is the moment that we fight for For the day we grow old, to look back on our life And say we did what we're told Not just pursuing happiness, we've been pursuing it all Whether we fly and we make it or if we smile and we fall Nothing will ever matter more than my team and you all Because all of you were there when my back was against the wall And now we're coming up we're hitting the scene Now I may never know what life is And all of this means but if I ever get to find out Will you be there with me? Only time will tell if we're living the dream (Chorus) Dont know what to do and I don't know who I'll ever be So I'ma do it all myself so I guess time will only tell You don't know what you mean to me Ill never know how much I mean to you Always want you right here next to me But I guess time will only tell