Jaiden - Her song lyrics

I'm just out here chasing my dreams girl, But it's crazy cause that dream cost me my dream girl Promise you I wouldn't change before I left, now I think leaving is the one thing I regret Cause the one thing I possess, it wasn't materials, wasn't checks, wasn't cars, wasn't clothes, or any part of success It was you, and without that in my life I'm depressed, you became the new drug I couldn't get And every time you came over I was on some sh**, either too f**ed up, or b**hing, don't remember how you dress Even though I remember when you would lay with me when I ain't have a bed, buy me food and come wake me up with some head You had me like a Dread locked down, but I wouldn't show it, instead got on that bus and left you blowing in the wind sh** and it's f**ed up cause every girl I'm with I see your face, now summers here and I'm sitting outside your place singing this sh** I never thought for a minute, if you showed me a picture of my life now, that you wouldn't be in it Took me a couple years to say I loved you, but I meant it when I said it, wasn't much of a romantic, but you get it Didn't really smoke, but when I rolled it up you hit it, and we lit it up, shotgun in our kisses And f** these other b**hes baby, f** these other b**hes in my bunk Staring up at all your pictures that you sent me on my birthday, remember that? cause I couldn't forget it Like I forgot yours, but I'm sorry and I said it, I admit, I f**ed up, and I lied, but this is true I don't know what home is because I'm lost without you, just like our favorite song, yeah blink 182 Now I just turn it off, when it comes on, I wish I hated you I used to have someone at 3am that I could call, now it just rings and I don't get nothing at all Where you at girl?