JAHV - Introduction lyrics

[Intro] Hey there! You´re listening/looking at a Thing called JAHV You probably know me as Jared And welcome to my head This is what goes on: [Verse] This feels weird I´m under a bit of stress Looking up at my expectations; How am I supposed to be the best? Screw it all, I guess First you address the pain in your chest Before you wonder that quest About life? Who knows? Maybe it´s all a test So now I gotta Deal with some old chick I don´t love her anymore I´m a cold dick ´Cause how the f** would I feel If the roles switched? I feel like maybe My thoughts are repulsive (A little, just a bit. Maybe just a bit.) And should be contained But oh my, my Man, who is to blame When you got a girl that just drive you insane And guilt just fill up my brain Like back when D´s blood Had spilled on my blade I had only felt the word ¨k**¨ in my veins Sometimes I just step out of frame It´s so hard tryna stick in my lane When you got demons that´s following, hollowing Making my life full of fury and shame Just straight pain From a bottle My past, man it´s the Bane of my existence But damn, I´m gifted Feel like there´s no need for a**istance When I´m lifted When my mind, it has shifted The mic and I? I´d a shipped it See? I´m a little crazy now I was kinda scared at first But it don´t faze me now Waiting for the day police Take me out And break me down I won´t make a sound Now I´m done Just standing in the limelight I´m not a big person Just look at my height But I got a pretty big heart That´s something my fires like You just took a look into my brain Y´all just saw it That´s what I´m like