JAHV - Miah lyrics

[Intro] Alright, alright, look Just because I'm writing about an ex It does not mean that I'm gonna be on some Drake sh** Okay? I just got things on my chest That have to go. Like she did [Verse 1] The misadventures of a sh** talker Drink my milk like it's a kid's vodka Can't talk about having more kids no longer (RP) With a girl who like life like it's a manga Man, she was... (pause) Lying, demanding, never understanding Cheating and beating My thoughts into a pulp Till I was just one dude feating And fretting In her ever-turning love life Yo, she was a heathen At the heart But as I said She was cheating and kneating --I meant knotting-- At a rope With which she said she'd Hang herself And I couldn't cope Had no hope f**ing nope! So I said I loved her again And that's the last time I'd grope At my pillow again And have sweet dreams... Life ain't nearly as fun as I try to make it seem Nah I've been feeling just so much older now She's the reason that I've been broken down Ain't a reason for me to hold it down I ain't Jesus, why must I wear this crown Full of thorns, frowns, and hopeless smiles I am broken, like I was made of tile Dry the blood off me with a paper towel Yeah JAHV (Next!) [Verse 2] It's 1AM, I'm on the verge of nightmares After Danny, I grew up kinda scared Miah's laugh, in my ears, it blared Couldn't leave her, cause she'll die, should I dare Ask anyone, sh** , it isn't fair So when people, they ask me how I fair I lust retort Attitude What the hell do you care? And I never addressed my own problems Too busy being a pair With a girl who clung to me Like gum in her hair But now I'm out I gotta tear To deal with my own crap Life's not sweet, honey, I'm not a bear And I ponder, and I wonder Why was daddy never there? And I ponder and I wonder How much longer can I bare? I feel like I've been buried alive Word to Logic JAHV And oh, yeah f** Miah