Jack Ingram - Airways Motel lyrics

I found myself down at the Airways Motel Drunk and half hearted again Alone with a woman who's not gonna tell What I've been doin' and where I have been It seems Sunday mornings, they come without warning I'm never ready for the way that I feel So sick of lying, I know that I'm dying From all of these secrets that I can't reveal But I can still sing along with the choir While I fight through my own private hell Caught between heaven and all my desire For the girl at the Airways Motel When I promised forever, the night that I married I meant every word that I said But a couple years later, I stand here a liar Next to the woman I know, I've misled Looking around at this whole congregation Too tired to listen, I play with my ring I wonder who all of us think that we're fooling Hiding from someone who sees everything But I can still sing along with the choir While I fight through my own private hell Caught between heaven and all my desire For the girl at the Airways Motel Somewhere between heaven and all my desire For the girl at the Airways Motel