J57 - Lucifer Lungs lyrics

[Verse 1] I been feeling suicidal If I do, I die all because of this thing between you and I Who am I? I'm a single father because I forfeited the the role of a spouse Due to the fact I cannot control my mouth I started out gospel rapping but was too preachy My intentions were great, but the message wasn't reaching The people of the city, so I dumbed it down a little Eggs all in one basket hoping I could triple my ideals of success But I met her, breathless Invited her to my show, put her on the guest list Body like Texas, we're flirting, we're texting The only thing left is to leave my wife--exit She's worth it, I'm far from perfect, that's for certain And my wife don't see how making music is equal to working Fast forward, now all I have is this wicked tongue A tattered soul and a pair of lucifer lungs [Verse 2] It's Friday and tonight I have a gig Unfortunately it's the weekend, it's my turn to have the kids I can't do it--watch the kids, that is "You guys are ruining my-- h-how do you expect for me to make it big?!" See, I front on Facebook, showing 'em off posting pics Like I'm a good father, but really I'm just full of-- self In reality, they hold me back, I'm doing a show regardless I gave away my heart to my new girlfriend, I'm heartless Hateful words were exchanged like currency And currently my wife doesn't want a divorce And deep down it's hurting me I can't stand her, so glad I'm up and out, I'm leaving 'em Took all my things and moved in with the girl I cheated with Then we broke up, more things went off course And God don't answer my prayers no more Fast forward, now all I have is this wicked tongue A tattered soul and a pair of lucifer lungs [Sample] "You're doing this for yourself. Blaming everybody but the one person responsible. You're a coward. Using foul language off in the church, you ought to be ashamed of yourself..."