J57 - Awaken lyrics

[Produced by J57] So i've been walking on a thin rope For hundred feet plus They say never look down But probably worse looking up Blinded by the sun but Dad never shared the same Guess it could be a good thing Cause d**h is what scared me straight One ledge to another of Balance on this one leg Out weighted By how they have found ways to stun Cept' A reborn, a different way then igor I stand tall I stand for me more then what they demand for I bleed through this Burnett down jacket in the month of Feb I pick the scab in march, It bleeds again Blood is red Blue like my iris, yes im Irish and German Why is dad concerned with me Rhyming with words in it Runs in the family Even grandfather exited A resident in a home with just a mamas x on I left all my problem in El Segundo Along with my wallet which I had no funds though Awaken... A huh Awaken Awaken A huh This be the outro to my intro Can't finish without thoughs My outlets been out so no power in this household Love is the hardest fight no protein to mix up Its real energy to help whats meant to be Fix us Was looking at my top sock drawer never matched a pair When im at my sole, Ask god why he hadn't shared Im driving in these circles till my gas ran dry And who the f** told you that a man can't cry? At a younger age then most of them I found my puzzles pieces My soul mate was put here to drown all of the evils I never wake again with a hole in my heart This alcohol liver help with parking this car Id park by the sea breeze but probably get sea sick So far from that dream I can't possibly sleep in Its dark in this deep end and its 5 bucks a gallon of Unleaded, headed toward the debt that overshadows us