J4CKG - Chances lyrics

Thought my heart was never gonna break Took the chances when I needed some space 'Cause I always seem to hate myself And it never seems to go away Thought my heart was never gonna break Took the chances when I needed some space 'Cause I always seem to hate myself And it never seems to go away People say it's not my fault But I know it is deep inside my brain People put the blame on me But I'm not allowed to put the blame on them cause its not alright It's my fault always It's my fault always I don't have to waste time with you and your friends 'Cause you have to waste time with me If it's not the students it's the teachers I just wanna be myself I don't wanna be someone else, yeah I know its' not my fault but I think it is I think it is, think it is, I think it is But I know it's not my fault and I didn't do nothing wrong But its all my fault again 'Cause people put the blame on me always And I'm tired of it again (ay) Thought my heart was never gonna break Took the chances when I needed some space 'Cause I always seem to hate myself And it never seems to go away Thought my heart was never gonna break Took the chances when I needed some space 'Cause I always seem to hate myself And it never seems to go away Yeah, I'm meeting my idol so thats why you're jealous of me Thought my heart was never gonna break but you're always there for me You're there for me for all the wrong reasons You wanna beat me up everyday Yeah, throw a punch and I couldn't care what you say I don't know what you're doin' I don't know why you wanna beat me up And I know it's not violent to you but it is to me Yeah, I'm so insecure I don't even know if I should go out alone Go out alone I go out alone Thought my heart was never gonna break Took the chances when I needed some space Thought my heart was never gonna break Took the chances when I needed some space 'Cause I always seem to hate myself And it never seems to go away Thought my heart was never gonna break Took the chances when I needed some space 'Cause I always seem to hate myself And it never seems to go away