Ivy Sole - Deep lyrics

[verse 1: Ivy Sole] I think I'm in love with a boy But I don't deserve him, no I don't deserve all your Weary and worry and distance I promised you anything, promised you nothing at all My mama she told me to k** you with kindness You k**ed all my courage, now I just contemplate k**ing these beats or admitting defeat, rejecting the weak, I'm not trusting the fall I think I'm in love with Chicago But I don't deserve it, no I don't deserve you You blistering, blossoming body Of Blackness and blowing and bullets and Home of my father My father in heavy, my pain and my temper You gifted me that and you gifted me empty Giving my tithes, back taxes for envy I wanted you gone, but I know that you're in me I think I'm in love with the rain It's falling and falling and failing to bring all this life that it promised the life I was promised, I'm crying for solace and crying for you I cry for you often, for Ruby, for Sybil, for Cedric, I scream like cicadas for winter, I'm longing and living, so long live infra my insta is happy, I hope that's enough [Chorus x 2] I think I'm in love I think I'm in love I think I'm in love I think I'm in deep I think I'm in love I think I'm in love I think I'm in love I think I'm in [verse 2: Ivy Sole] I think I'm in love with the music But I don't deserve it, no I don't deserve you I take you for granted, I take you for foolish I take you for given, when given is taken away And I stray from the grind cuz I'm hurting or hungry or broken or stumbling, my stupor is nameless But I hope you forgive me, I'm making this offering so one day they'll know what my name is I think I'm in love with my home But I don't deserve it, no I don't deserve you The city of queens or of brotherly love, I'm living between you, I'm calling you kindred Missing the streets of my humble beginnings, turning my cheek when you tell me good riddance I need you I need you, I'm asking for pa**age My pa**ages reek of your secrets and image I think I'm in love with a girl But I don't deserve her, no I don't deserve you You blooming and beckoning body Of golden and freckles, these heckles imagined and real I'm holding you closer and pushing you sunrise Or sunset, I'm trying to be braver and bolder The weather gets colder, we smolder for sake of the sun I told you I'm here til it's done