Issa Gold - Unconscious Monster (Evermore Outro) lyrics

[Issa Gold] I done came far Still got a lot further to go Try'na leave a mark By giving everything that I know I'm gonna be a star Up in a space And out of this world Learned to play my part By giving music all of my soul I'm responsible for a lot of you Finding god in truth I'm trying to Make you conscious too I got a lot to do My mind is full Of things that I pursue With a plan or two But I'm a fool Cause my life's consumed With living like you [A.K.] Use to wake up every day like, "f**" No pay so no way to buy lunch Still spark j's inhaled through my lungs Who would of thought the table would switch up Few blocks down Hit dash to cop loud Pops kickin' n***as out My momma shocked now Jail in my house They had me locked down Had suicidal thoughts, who cares if I'm around Now I look back No choice but to laugh Still on the same path But yo boy is a man Still lay a n***a flat On the floor if he act But I've grown to evolve And resolve sh**, relax Finally found love I'm no longer detached Dabbled with d** but know I don't need that Hang with the thugs but know I don't need that Gotta rise above sh** that's keeping us back [Issa Gold] A god son but need maturing I'm feeling lost when I'm caught up The money calling What's more important But I think I found Middle ground using my sound Spitting lyrical but still making bangers to move the crowd Contradiction of soul but it's who I've become Influenced through my journey and the hood that I'm from But as I advance I leave my youth in my past I'm getting older and colder I like to thank my fans [A.K.] n***as never doubt Neither did they help out Felt down, didn't have a crowd With an ill style Through the trial Never throw the towel Even in the now Drought cloud Start to make a round 'fore they tap ground Always had faith but i'm losing that now Momma told me be patient, the greats get crowned I pray that one day I can make her smile Make life worthwhile before lights out Blessed adolescent, you support my style Pa**ed depths of the prep Need to live life now Test after test get swept if ya fail But I know I did well So there is more to entail Learn everyday from each soul that I meet Never know when that same soul can decease Trust me the ghost you are close if you reach When your heart is your home You can owner every dream