Isaiah Toothtaker - La Mer lyrics

[Verse 1] Reflect on what my teachers said, feeling like a piece of sh** Really unappreciative, speechless When speak this tone leave me alone To each his own, you a clone Lost in an unknown zone I watch the crow on my tombstone I've seen own my d**h, I know what to expect When I close my eyes at night I don't rest, I'm so hopeless with no regrets The neurosis controls most my process I got no progress I just got problems, I can't solve em Mom sobbin' and pops gone k**ed by cops A lot of blood loss, now I'mmma parent, now where do I stop [Hook] Some say it's a cycle and then some say I'm just psycho Like I don't know what I'm doing when I'm doing what I'm doing I'mma ruin everything (I'mma ruin everything) You won't do a thing Some say it's a cycle and then some say I'm just psycho Like I don't know what I'm doing when I'm doing what I'm doing I'mma ruin everything (I'mma ruin everything) You won't do a thing, who gon' do a thing? Some say its a cycle [Verse 2] A rotten life taught me an awful way to act And I've adopted some bad habits in order to adapt Now a modern man, never moderate Told my lawyer get my back Street life on a war path Still tipping on four fours and going more laps, of course strapped Stacking corpses beat a dead horse use excessive forces Use your head I use fists, everything else useless Give preview if you insist Maybe even if you didn't, I love this too much to quit it Really wish I was kidding I think the whole world's a joke yo but nobody's smilin' My whole life has been violent [Hook]