Isaiah Smith - Courtney lyrics

[Verse 1] You still cross my mind I think about you all the time I can't seem to let you go No matter how hard I try I feel you in my veins You're tearing apart my brain This feeling can't be replaced But I still love the pain [Chorus] And I love you And I would do anything for you [Verse 2] I'm still howling for you at the midnight hour Music's therapeutic I just need to get this out No matter how far you run You can't change the things you've done Accept the past forgive yourself My selfish ways, I'm stuck in a tar pit Now I'm sitting here screaming Bleeding all my feelings on strings And a broken guitar pick I played way too many people in the past Why, all my friendships never last Eyes, staring at me all in cla** Damn, I can't believe I treated you like trash I let way too many people down My momma ain't too proud of me I ain't too proud of me Why do I insist on being a piece of sh** Flying first cla** to hell that's a one way trip And I ain't coming back till I face my demons And until that day imma sit here screaming [Bridge] I love you (Love)