As the wind swallows up what's left of me I'm left with nothing but ashes as far as my eyes can see As far as my eyes can see And as my body drifts down the river slowly Do not mourn me For I'm a ghost inside the forest Waiting for this rigor mortis to set in To set in As the wind swallows up what's left This didn't go quite how I wanted it to So I will just sit here alone in my room And wonder if the words you said were Legitimate or if you were lying I need some help getting back to normal Can't you see that you warped my brain I wish that things could have turned out better But they won't if you stay the same way you always have Can't stop me now Depression turns into apathy without a sound And if you were to ever let me I'd skip the town And cut to the chase and get in the ground And it's such a shame that you're not around But if there's anything at all to be found It is just your individual notion What it means to say you're fine When you've been dead inside If you ever need me Just know that I'm trying To get back to normal I feel like I'm dying on the inside I cannot justify lying When all of my problems have not been subsiding And would you believe it if I was a ghost Constantly listening to what you're saying I've always been a little sadder than most Almost as if I am dead and decaying I've been in the ground If you ever need me Just know that I'm trying To get back to normal I feel like I'm dying on the inside I cannot justify lying When all of my problems have not been subsiding And would you believe it if I was a ghost Constantly listening to what you're saying I've always been a little sadder than most Almost as if I am dead and decaying I've been in the ground