Iron Chic - Ruinous Calamity lyrics

Alone with the thoughts in my head They’re buzzing like flies again Swarming this corpse of a man And that’s all I am And all I’ve ever been The how and the why and the when It’s all I know And knowing’s a curse in itself [Chorus] Yeah, I just don’t know what to do I can lie to myself But I can’t lie to you When all our dreams are dead I’ll start living again I’ll start telling the truth I’d like to be sleeping instead But this floor isn’t soft like a bed It’s all I know And knowing’s a means to an end [Chorus] Yeah, I just don’t know what to do I can lie to myself But I can’t lie to you When all our dreams are dead I’ll start living again I’ll start telling the truth As hard as I try to pretend This is all I am And all that I will be again