Iris - Disintegrate lyrics

Disintegrate And my head isn't where it ought to be All slow and faster speeds But I'm moving on, and it won't be long I'm changing everything I'm living like I'm not afraid To see myself disintegrate Jesus Christ save me We go on night missions like apparitions Lights in a black sea There is no hurt that I can't make it through No matter what you do Every morning comes, like I've been reborn It's not for me to choose I'm living like I'm not afraid To see myself disintegrate Jesus Christ save me I stare up and wonder what I'll be under Lights in a black sea Lights in a black sea All the signs are breaking up In the cold solaria Everything is now okay As it slowly falls away I'm living like I'm not afraid To see myself disintegrate Jesus Christ save me I stare up and wonder what I'll be under Lights in a black sea Lights in a black sea Show me the sun I want to see Give me the smile You know the one Identify the part of me I'd never begun I'd never begun I'd never begun I'd never begun I'd never begun I'd never begun Show me the sun I want to see Give me the smile You know the one Identify the part of me I'd never begun I'd never begun I'd never begun c'mon you know me Have I never died the man I once I know I Journey to the earth and heaven