IQ - Fascination lyrics

I was waiting for the change To come from underneath the ground Caught in half-light, there she stood But I had given all I could Upside down the shape looked normal In its magic uniform I can't remember getting older I can't get it off my mind It's only fascination diving Keeps my spirits half-alive My infatuation driving my incentive to survive Does it suffocate the daughters Or does torture sink a thrill? Still obsessed with time will time It's now and never, watch it swell It's only fascination diving Keeps my spirits half-alive My infatuation driving my incentive to survive It may be far away but it's here to stay New reminders sway into yesterday She walks towards me now She lives, I don't know how I can hardly move, I can hardly breathe Roses, I am chrome No, she's not at home Shot down to the bone Sitting here alone She walks towards me now She lives, I don't know how I can hardly move I can hardly believe in even nothing I hide you in bullets, I had it all Still dragged from shock to shock One drink to let me sink If I never see you again If I'm jaded, stretched or cleaned Don't tell me, I guessed While you bled for me less I love what you used to be