Iotosh - Cosmic Trip lyrics

[Verse:] Been feeling really f**ed up as of recent As of late, my grades aren't decent Find myself wondering "why am I in school; What is the reason?" Why the hell can't I find a drive to do well It's not like I'm stupid, maybe I think too deep to do well Asking too many questions when I should be doing Funny how thinking bout my future leave me in ruins Always unhappy, just not always at the forefront of my mind The only thing between me and my own demise is time Am I just depressed, or am I just unfocused? I think I'm going blind, I'm losing sight of what's before us I'm losing faith in those around me, only a few in whom I'm relying This is my plea for help, please-- I'm dying Inside and only a few can bring me joy Cause this is terminal Illness And people say I'll be fine, wah kinda pill this? Cause that is a lie I'm not close to believing Maybe I need more religion, or maybe something to believe in [Chorus:] I don't wanna do this anymore x3 I don't, no I don't...