Invocator - Absurd Temptation lyrics

back in the days of misleading thoughts hopelessly lost try to refuse it, but it's no use with emotions tossed enfold your double standard ways that I have observed just stop your masquerade, 'cause it's all too late my contempt serves can't live with this... absurd temptation... break free from this... self condemnation... such extreme emotions generate hate and expelled naivety extinguish the light I've seen in this b**h it somewhat blackens explicitly conceiving myself that the open wings were a trustful sign of hope desperately seeking some kind of confident but with such things it's hard to cope left with this disheartening sensation that with time leads to self disdain another part of my soul is conquered by the desert which leaves only bitterness to remain slowly executed are the hopes as this hibernation seems eternal staring at the light above searching for the stairs with the access robbed by anxiety emotions so battered untold festered my destiny eternal disgust fills my mocking soul consume the tempters hidden world that cleanse so fake realize the mess that oneself made o, tempt his ways can't live with this... absurd temptation... break free from this... self condemnation...