Invictus - Since The Day lyrics

Since the mournful day she died I've committed no crime I'm living with my black heart Huddled up like a child Gold dust underneath my feet I'll reach Heaven's gates I'm living by the black light I sense the smell of blood I remember her dress of blood My face drowning in there Just screaming in the black night Praying not to be there Heartache, pain - all that remain It's raining in my heart I can still hear their sad barks Of the dogs of hell [Chorus] I can't turn around d**h's ghost is behind I can't go away I need to cast off my bonds I can't live I can play By the Devil's rules But I can't like a game When the dice are loaded By a sadistic cheater I can play with madness But I can't bring her back Back to life... My heart spills out all over the floor I don't want to live anymore I only stay in the dark I cry every blessed day I won't say that I'm innocent But I've paid for my crimes I have explored my dark side I'm very close to d**h.