Instant Rivalry - Disappear lyrics

[Whispered :I got something to say and you know it] Polaroid picture memories, dating back to you and me. I was giving you something no one could touch. Baby, was it ever enough? Here I am. No, Im not gonna lose. I wasted my time by loving you. Im not alone, didnt you hear? Id rather swallow the pain and make you disappear. I know when to leave. Look at you, they look at me. Your face keeps time in my mind. You drive me crazy and leave me blind.