InsanEm - Confused lyrics

[Hook: InsanEm] Lately, I've been so confused; I just don't know what to do Someone please give me a clue. What am I going through? The truth shot at me, but I'm bulletproof This view today is so blue and gray [Verse 1: InsanEm] My fears are chasing me, I try to avoid ‘em evasively Basically, I'm erasing beef while just trying to earn my cheese Seize the moment and you will succeed But my hands are slippery from all this grease And the moment keeps getting away from me But I won't freeze from this breeze at zero degrees I'm already sick and cold, I am my own disease Climb a hundred trees, sail a thousand seas No one can hear me; I'm silent when I f**ing scream You f**ers will one day see when I make you flee Trying to please me is like trying to believe I will receive Legitimate grief when I am with the deceased [Hook] [Verse 2: InsanEm] Who is this beast that keeps controlling me? Why I am your f**ing puppet? “But InsanEm, you said you love it I was the one that made you felt accepted after you were left rejected” I was resurrected when I was among the deadest But this desperate feeling that I quickly regretted could not have been prevented Why am I on this planet? Why am I so confused? What more can I afford to lose? Take a walk in my shoes; Take a bruise in my view I got a mechanic in my head, trying to tighten these screws Because I definitely have a few bolts loose In my head, I'm going nuts. The bloods flood from these cuts But the pain is not from my vein. I'm in vain because I train to regain and obtain this grain, but I feel slain [Hook] [Outro: InsanEm] I feel like I don't know who I am anymore I have so many questions that can't be answered So many thoughts that can't be said I'm just so confused