Insane Clown Posse - Truly Alone lyrics

There ain't nobody, asking me, where I've been There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend There ain't nobody, that's dropping by, to say hi There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I live or die I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers I have nobody, to tell about me, following strangers There ain't nobody making sure I'm taking all of my pills There ain't nobody, slowing me down and keeping me still, I'm truly alone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone There ain't nobody, telling me, not to jump off There ain't nobody, telling me, not to chop your block off I get so bloody, I ruin, all of my clothes I get so bloody, I sit in, the dark alone I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasies I have nobody, to tell about, my dark realities There ain't nobody, around me, nobody wanna be friends I get so bloody, all on me, the mess never ends, I'm truly alone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone I walked into a Super K, and went to the back I started asking questions checking out the chainsaw rack they had a test model, I pulled the cord and got it running turned the blade on the kid working and blood started gunning "what the f** am I doing?" I dropped the sh** and started crying I made it down two aisles before some hero clotheslined me I got up, grabbed a shovel and stabbed him in the gut I pulled it out and hammered it across the back of his nug I'm hearing sirens going off, it's no blue light specials I turned murderer, caving in to daily life pressures but f** that now all y'all gonna know me seeing me of TV, being like "look there go my homie" I'm more than lonely I'm lost, lives are the cost, I just beat some b**h in the head, stabbed her twice and took off they can't find me I'm hiding in the flannel coat rack I jump out and attack and put a gash in your neck I finally made to the front door and to the parking lot that's when I got shot, a lot, I got got Police with bullets and more bullets plugging me deep I'm seeing flashes, hearing screaming and it;s all over me I see a crowd of people being held behind the police tape all watching me die, I think I made no mistake I finally got some recognition, dying on my knees ready for hell because compared to my life it should be an ease.. like easy... cake walk... I'm ready... let's go...