Inhansed - Scared to d**h lyrics

[Intro] I'm scared to d**h.. X3 [Verse 1] I'm scared to d**h of what the future holds Rotting in the ground, dead, a worn out soul I'm afraid of getting older, I'm only getting colder A free man but I feel earth upon my shoulders Will my future be as bright as I once thought? I don't have my sh** planned out and I feel lost And its not.. the same song and dance Its not the average whining that you hear from Inhansed 'Cause I'm living my life with this crippling fear When I go and grow up, who all will be near? I love all my friends and I hold them dear I can't cope with the fact they won't always be here Confused.. is there more that I can lose? When I'm 30 will my mom be out of my life too? I'm scared of being old and either living alone Bein' a drone, or locked in a retirement home [Hook] Yo.. I'm scared to d**h I can feel the tremble start up in my breath Honestly, I find it scary to die f**in scared to d**h and its eating me alive I.. I'm scared to d**h I can't stand the thought of being the last one left Honestly, I find it scary to die f**in' scared to d**h and its eating me alive [Verse 2] I'm scared to d**h of all of my short comings Ignored my thoughts, i spent a long time running How will i pay for a house and a car? Will the music get me those, or will I take it that far? Will I make the right choices and the right decisions? Or will I be a bum, and forced into submission Its so hard for me to understand this world Panicking thinking I won't get to marry a girl Its harsh but its true.. Am I prepping myself or am I just dumb and confused? Is Heaven and The Bible just sick game too? Does it even exist, is the game built to lose? What do i chose, my "God" or my belief? Is it my decision or do I just overthink? Petrified, I don't know what happens when I die Is it only darkness or am I somewhere in the sky? [Hook] I'm scared to d**h I can feel the tremble start up in my breath Honestly, I find it scary to die f**in scared to d**h and its eating me alive I.. I'm scared to d**h I can't stand the thought of being the last one left Honestly, I find it scary to die f**in' scared to d**h and its eating me alive [X2]