Ingrid - Mamma lyrics

[Verse 1] Dear Mamma no comma Cause this a run-on statement that I been tryna get out I often wonder what my life would be like with you here I been talkin' to the sky for like 20 good years Most things I know, I learned from observation Know my daddy still ain't over you cause every conversation Seems turns into a Vivie talk, a Vivie talk I listen till he piss me off, and then I'm out Cause it hurts too much sometimes to imagine You put up with this lying a** n***a An addict , a cheater Potentially a woman beater I'd never know Because if he ever hit you, you never would've told Cause you loyal like that Protected him in the midst of his darkest times Held him down, he was spoiled so bad Probably wouldn't have abused you Or the d** if he knew that he would lose you Before love [Hook] Love took you home Laid you to rest I ask why but why ask why when I got the best Angels watching over me Angels watching over me [Verse 2] Aye I'm still singing and rapping I'm still bringing the magic Still reeking up havoc But still, you can see me, but I can't see you And the older I get, the more I need you I ain't had a real hug since '93 Feel like I haven't known real love entirely Sometimes I need somebody in my corner right or wrong Somebody who support me if I didn't write a song Some of your friends say you're turning in your grave Cause I never finished school And I act a damn fool when I drink Posting pictures on the Internet smoking mad weed My brother was the good one and I was the bad seed Exactly what people try to do comparing me to him When I'm defenseless everybody like to plead the fifth I signed my deal all of a sudden they believe again But if I died today, I doubt they'd even shed a tear [Hook] Love took you home Laid you to rest I ask why but why ask why when I got the best Angels watching over me Angels watching over me