Indigo Girls - If I Don't Leave Here Now lyrics

They say if it ever was it’s in there still You can dig and fill and never will be full Trying to get that good again Your last fifth of jack or cigarette The time you be the farm before you lost it all You want that feeling Back you go against the wind and good advice k**ing yourself to stop from running out of life But if I don’t leave here now I will never get out of this place Baby believe me now There’s no dragon to chase Even looking at your face In front of me If there ever was one there could be two You and you and you a blue sky could be bluer A whiter shade of white But while you pour it on you pour it out You empty everything you might have saved instead For your loneliest night Back you go against the wind and good advice k**ing yourself to stop from running out of life But if I don’t leave here now I will never get out of this place Baby believe me now There’s no dragon to chase Even looking at your face In front of me And when it hits the papers The tongues start wagging like it can’t be happening The doctors giveth and they taketh away And when they do you’ll find you stand up everyman Goes looking for his h**n It happens every day Around every bend Again and again