Indigo Girls - Beauty To Disaster lyrics

I cried the night you left me I never cried so hard I never felt so helpless Except the night that we made love From beauty to disaster I held you in my arms Long enough to reach around you To keep my fingers warm Through egos, bars, and pills You kept me in my place You saved me from this spotlight Well i guess i'm living in disgrace From beauty to disaster I held you in my arms Long enough to reach around you To keep my fingers warm I wonder how is california Is it the blonde-haired blue-eyed life Is it okay for me to ask you Do you have a husband or a wife From beauty to disaster I never cried so hard I never felt so helpless I cried with all my might