iLoveMakonnen - Sometimes Lyrics lyrics

I think my life is a joke I might be on too many d** I lost so many friends, I don't know who to hug, I wonder why, I, I, try I swear my friends are on dope All them looking for d** All they really wanna do is get high I wonder why, do I try? Yeah I think my life is a joke, sometimes I think my life is a joke, sometimes The crew was playin on me Since I was so young I used to want to run away to somewhere fun, well I could hide I need you inside I remember bein alone, all those nights I used to want to run away, to somewhere bright and smile and feel alright, yeah I've been through so much pain it helped me gain a lot I wonder if I joined a Sunday fifty rainin a lot, I cry, yeah thinkin bout my past times So many I wanted to be right here with me, they had to leave, unexpectedly and I'm tryin, to be there for them I feel like I'm so young and I don't know a lot but at the same time I feel like I've been growin a lot Sometimes, I wonder who I am, ah I thank the Lord for the life that I live I mean, whatever this is, I'll be thankin him and I'll ride oh, all the time Yeah, I can't believe it would, what we had is lost, and sometimes I be goin back, tryin to find, find, I ain't doin so fine Like watch you run away if you said you loved me, I gave you all of my heart, for what, or that time, damn, you hurt me so bad I don't even know why I try to sing these songs, I swear she'll never hear em, you never care what I was, on, nah, you cared at all, oh I think my life is a joke and sometimes I think I do too many d** well sometimes I think my life is a joke, sometimes, I think I do too many d**, but sometimes I feel fine yeah It help me feel fine, cause I think my life is a joke sometimes From all the cruel jokes that was played on me, I didn't hurt no one Tried to love everybody, yeah, why'd they do me so wrong? Yeah and now I don't mind, spending all my time, at my house, bein alone, oh, not tryin to find No one to share my thoughts, or love with I feel I should be, alone with myself, yeah You face this all, all I got so many dark demons hidin inside of me, I swear I look into the mirror, I start feelin ugly, sometimes, oh I wonder why Oh, I think my life is a joke sometimes I think my life is a joke, sometimes