Illusion - Sad4good lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm eating beans and they're refried Stuck at home, stuck at home Need the outside But maybe it's nothing special We're all alone, all alone anyway [Chorus] I wanna be sad, wanna be sad for good I wanna be sad, wanna be sad for good, yeah [Verse 2] Guess I'm gonna be out of school today But there's nothing else good that my mom could say Looks like I'm on ice now I feel like I'm a dead cow, yeah But if everything hurts, then it couldn't get worse Than it already might be If I went to church, would you pray for me more Than you had in the past? (Yeah) [Chorus] I wanna be sad, wanna be sad for good I wanna be sad, wanna be sad for good I wanna be sad, wanna be sad for good I wanna be sad, wanna be sad for good, yeah