Illdisposed - Weeping Souls Of Autumn Desires lyrics

The autumn intimidates your soul My soul has a file in Hell's computer Tapped by another twisted black creation I know because I've seen the third dimension I have seen what this autumn will bring us Why, hear my scream as I fade away The fertile race is so ashamed of me Of course I know there is a morbid sorrow Deep below As if I could disencumber mortal man From his own deeds Man lives only for one thing: DESIRE Unwrapping carefully A truth that no one greets Faithful are the ones Who are accepting their defeat Noxious penetrations of my godforsaken body The autumn of my life just never seems to end Confiscated lustfulness, I'm living by my sins God of mine, where are you now? I want to step behind I pray Like predeterminated My autumn turns to discontempt Often devastated is the life I live in scorn It's hard to feel anything at all The possession of my haunted soul Tugs at my heart strings