Illastrate - Stillwaters lyrics

[Sum] My social life tense, i be thinkin every moment is a song i'm supposed to write before I slice my wrist Closin out my check throwin chips on the tip Done wrote another quotable before i hit the whip, but some of em disposable i totally forget I had to take it portable my phone'll hold the scripts, i answer when they call me and they call me in the night, sometimes it's just before the crack of dawn and mornin light. the interviewer asked me can i write without a beat, i asked his dumb a** can he dream without bein asleep..we know it's possible but comparable to veggie meat...might do the trick, but not the same the feeling's incomplete...seldom satisfied Suicidal samurai man am i goin crazy chasin paradise? i can't define the boundaries of love that pound within my blood or how to be a taoist priest without the beast i lug around dreams of blowin up in the valley while I march Does desire for my destiny do damage to my heart? cuz the world is goin dark and it kinda turns me on I got a jones for chaos and disorder lord i'm wrong but The laws of nature rule and entropy's a j**el that applies from the highest noble to the lowest mule The elder still in school to the prison full of fools the universe an engine and we are the fossil fuel slowly burning off until there's no more in the pool So i duel with feelings of mortality it's cruel, how can i feel so major and still be so miniscule? how can i be immortal and still feel the minutes move? My sense of urgency is overwhelming and compulsive Emulsifying beats with plasma heat and jet propulsion You feel it when i come around, and multiply yo pulses Now yo heart is pumpin with the need to get sh** done quick Run quick get her done and never look back, the surface of the earth is crackin open and the gaps are swallowing the empire we built into the black, so all i wanna do is write my life away and rap....i'm sorry but the mystic in me has no other outlet, the hours have a number but my hunger pangs are countless, out this b**h gotta party i'mma chill brother still love a good time even though I'm stillwaters...