Ill Bill - I'm Not Happy lyrics

[VERSE 1: ILL BILL] I'm getting between your nerves like leprosy Using mental telepathy, my treachery; Stretches over centuries, I never meant to be; Reincarnated - matter of fact if it was up to me I'd wish that I had never been created Them swinging swords hoards in phycho wards Walking threw forbidden doors and then went inside of the morgue People grimace when they witness business of the bloody instance So keep your distance the smell of bodies is covered by incense I show no mercy; blood splats up on my hockey jersey Simular to physicians in rooms of emergency So f** the gats id rather hit you with an axe Laugh while your skull cracks; but I'm still not happy [Hook] X2 ALL I REALLY WANT IS TO BE HAPPY TO FIND A LOVE THAT'S MINE IT WOULD BE SO SWEET [VERSE 2: ILL BILL] I'm turning red blood cells into dead blood cells Using microscopic utensils within your entrails Pushing the limits of your chromosomes Sitting on the throne made of humans bones Talking in my cellular phone, I walk alone Into pandemonium utilizing plutonium To build a bigger, better stronger weapon I sense the presence of great evil; so I erase And drain every bit of the power source conceivable Bringing about the beginning of ending; Sending the crucifieer; tending to your so called messiah Within the fire, I eulogize planetary demise; Felling energized as another planet dies And nothing could ever really make me give a f** about Any thing you care about, so why even bother? The blood I spill can fill the entire new york harbour So hang the holy father and light the candelabra [Hook] X2 ALL I REALLY WANT IS TO BE HAPPY TO FIND A LOVE THAT'S MINE IT WOULD BE SO SWEET [VERSE 3: ILL] I'm slowly k**ing myself to live, I couldn't even begin To explain the effect of the d** on my brain; Nothing positive can influence the trip I take I'm driven by the negativity that instigates Without a doubt the bloody body count increases You fall to pieces, my mouth releases terminal diseases And everywhere you look there's another dead f**ing shnook Hanging from a bloody meat hook; I always keep a smile on my face So I can hide whats really going on inside of my mind I feel nothing and therefore I am nothing I thrive upon your suffering but theres nothing That makes me feel happpy [Hook] X2 ALL I REALLY WANT IS TO BE HAPPY TO FIND A LOVE THAT'S MINE IT WOULD BE SO SWEET