III - Oni lyrics

Sick with my Oni I am Yakuza Raised by my father Was scared of the future Was scared to be bueller Was scared to be dead Walked with some kids Who kept demons in head Who kept sword under bed Or machete by side Mario Andretti I'll ride till I die Sword to the sky Drugs to my mind Change myself soon But quit why Sick with my Oni I am a demon Raised by my mother But no one would see him And I was just fiending Looking for love Nowhere to go so I turn to these d** I hope that you feel me I'm k**ing myself Die every day so I don't need your wealth I'm bad for my health, I'm back on the shelf Just leave me alone cause I don't need your help Sick with my oni Lost in the culture Raised by the devil Part time with my father I feel like a goner I feel like a goonie Never say die But I'll die to that movie Reminds me of dad Reminds me of times that we had Reminds me I'll always be sad That my life will always be bad Sick with my Oni My life is all gone Drunk and retarded Outside on your lawn Screaming and cursing I'm waking your neighbors So get the f** out here And do me a favor Say that your sorry Say that you meant it Nightmares at night Know I'll never forget it All that sh** that you said Lies that you put in my head f** it i'm better off dead (Dusty Rhodes Sample) Sick with my Oni Up all night Watching anime Tryina' save my life Just tryina' see the light On why you wanna live So I watch all this sh** Just tryina' get a glimpse Of the life you been living The way that I've been leaving Die every day so I live like I'ma demon Straight from the ceiling to down on your corpse Still the same kid that you raised on the porch Sick with my Oni I think that I'm dying Tears in my eyes But I'm not even crying Laughing hysterically waiting to die Two fingers up and their held to the sky Screaming I hate you Like f** you god Why'd the f** you put me on I just want to be gone Wanna find faith Bury my head in all of disgrace Sick with my oni Still stuck livin' Now reppin' Haf And we cookin' in your kitchen And It's 2.0 on our new f**ing hype And I'm gonna make it now or I'm gonna take my life Katana on the hip, Clan in the front Put up with some sh** But we all gonna bump In the end f** it I don't need any friends Cause my clan is my fam We gon' leave it in the wind