$igil - You Can Do So Much Better lyrics

[Verse 1: $igil] My life wasn't even worth living I was only there to see what I was missing Never really fit in, yet it never hurt my feelings Do my own sh**, yeah b**h, I do it different I was just hoping and wishing that sh** would start switching I saw in a vision with no inhibition I said I'm the one and I never was kidding Now I'm in the open and look where you sitting My godlike cognition saw no opposition Psychotic, I want it, I need it, I got it The power I harness so strong, I'm unconscious I harvest the crops of my garden You planted the seed then forgot it, it's rotten No progress accomplished, that's why you are boxed in I went on my own and now I'm forgotten But I do not mind, the silence is calming Digested the fluids for my own embalming The grip of the blade is what I am palming Get off me, you got it, no need for your comment I'm coming, I'm heated, I'm hot as a comet You bleeding, you dropping then beg me to stop it But there is no mercy I leave for a toxin There was nothing I could ever do to stop it [Verse 2: OmenXIII] OmenXIII, black shirt, black jeans Hands on my face so I can't see a thing If human is a race then who's in the lead And who's last place, would that be me Me, I've seen a lot of things I can't explain with any certainty Why do people live and die and what's this feeling irking me? Why's there so much hurt in me? Blood is blue until it bleeds I can't change until I speak, not much to say just leave me be Let me be alone, sometimes I need it just to feel inside I don't really feel, but when I do I like to write it my Mind's in constant motion, the momentum starts to wear my down But if I try to stop it then I contemplate a different route But that is not option, see society has let me down Now I live my life in silence, I don't let it get me down