$igil - The Ground Doesn't Look so Far From Here lyrics

[Intro] $igil [Verse 1] I see what I've become and I hate what I am Take away my breathing; take my life right where I stand All alone in my home, Let it burn right through my soul You don't know what I've done to get to this point on the road I work and I work till I bend and I break I'm losing control and I'm losing my faith Nothing could stop me from feeling this way I've been trying to change, but I'm being the same Seeking for peace but I can't leave the habit I f**ing unleash when I'm snapping, a savage Been carrying such heavy and burdensome baggage So tired of hurting I'm letting you have it [Hook] [?] Yeah b**h, yeah b**h, yeah b**h Yeah b**h, yeah b**h, yeah b**h Yeah b**h Yeah b**h Oh Oh oh oh oh oh [Verse 2] f** this world and f** tonight Why must I try, struggle then I die Hustle with my time, no sleep just grind Now it's been a good minute, and $igil on the rise I don't even need to do sh** I don't even need to wake up I'm only in this world for a little, but I'm wishin' that I wasn't 'cause I f**ing feel stuck