Ice Nine k**s - Build A Bride And Jump Off It lyrics

Lonely and restless on the coldest of nights With these thoughts on my mind that keep pulling me down. I'm only fooling everyone else, So that everyone else turns their back (turn their back)on me. So let go of these feelings, that I'm keeping inside Or hold on, cause I'm feeling like I'm barely alive. Lay back, as this pain takes over me. Broke down cause my head was spinning out of control Nineteen years, and I've got nothing to show We're only getting older now. This pain seems forgotten But inside I'm rotting (I'm rotting) Thinking of all this time Left to waste then die The only thing I know for sure Is I don't care anymore. And when I'm gone Well, I hope you have the strength to move on Angry, but I'm told to not complain Recluse, but I'm better off this way This is not what I want, but I'll just bite my tongue I'm hungry, but I'm too tired to eat Tired, but I'm too hungry to sleep We're only getting older now And it hurts. Save me cause I'm drowning, Please give me more time Cause I cant keep on counting It feels like I'm blinded now As they shut me out But I'm trying to see Please make this stop My pain seems forgotten But inside I'm rotting Thinking of all this time. I wait to die But I'm not going to know what I'm doing hear So why cant you give me a sign And as I drown now Swimming in an ocean of fear My last regret is Never knowing why I'm here.