Icarus Account - Up, Up, and Away lyrics

October Falls Early this year November Calls So Clean and clear In time I will lie Oh so perfectly still I'm tired of breathing But I always will Hold her steady now Hold her close to your heart Never knowing how it felt To be so free Someone rescue me Cause I've been deceived Break Break and your cutting me so clean Tired Tired of giving in to the same things Up Up and away we go again Up Up and away we go in flames Away we go in flames And I cross my heart I hope to die The needle hurts but I won't cry I swear I'm doing better every day But don't believe in every word I say Oh it hurts this water in my lungs Oh how could I think I was so strong Break Break and your cutting me so clean Tired Tired of giving in to the same things Up Up and away we go again Up Up and away we go in flames Away we go in flames Mayday all the sirens are sounding Oh God could You save me from drowning Up Up and away we go again Up Up and away we go Your cutting me so clean There's gotta be more than this There's gotta be something we have missed There's gotta be more than this There's gotta be something we have October fell