Ian Carter - Fear And Trials lyrics

The trials start here We wonder through the fear I don't hate life I only hate the strife Who are you to tell me wrong or right? When the only time you have lived is tonight I am still here fight for my mind This is something that I will never find My visions are becoming my reality Please help me save myself from my mentality Or not, and let me die the way I should Or be the one to say that I'm all good I'm far from the end, too close to the beginning These are the sinners, I caught them sinning Murder is family, I hear what it wrote This is not just for Tumblr to get a note My fears are wrapped in the trials of my life And all that can be solved with a swipe of the knife