[Chorus] I am loosing myself to find you I am loosing myself to find you I am loosing myself to find you Yeah I'm dying, it's true Never been about anything more or anything less It's all about you Like I'm loosing a war that I can't win But I can't loose because I'll loose you I'm realizing the definition of life and the line Between truth and lies So in the end I be lying where the truth lies I'm a dog off the leash they want me euthanized Told me I'm not too far away well I ain't too surprised Looking down at the world like who the hell am I? Chocolate thoughts it's all I'm wondering, vanilla sky Waiting for my words to be heard, to be televised It's the worst I'm impatient, I get the urge, go crazy And run the game just for exercise f** the fame cause all the pain that I've gained on my way here Is been left behind So I'ma give you what I got not what I got to give The worst part if being alive is only not to live [Chorus] I am loosing myself to find you I am loosing myself to find you I am loosing myself to find you Yeah I'm dying, it's true It goes, breaking down the weed, heading to the money Got an outta pocket speed, yes, true indeed In the newest meeks, doing interviews Bout how I moved about the street and how I started make beats I mean great stone, Jordan short song, sipping christyle Man that sh**'s wild Telling pilo we gonn be good till he say the same thang However you wanna put it, I put on a whole gang I put hbk every song, they ain't take it serious They say here we go, on your stereo World spinning, it go round and round, like a merry go Barely know, but I swear to god I'ma deal em hot as hell I'm a criminal stacking money to the ceiling but Feelings n***as fake, I'm past go, feeling like I'm great b**h I need millions on my plate like [Chorus] I am loosing myself to find you I am loosing myself to find you I am loosing myself to find you Yeah I'm dying, it's true It's true, it's true, it's true