I Walk The Line - Just Like The Rest lyrics

I'm on the roof of an office building, On a railing of a bridge. Not even a razorblade Made me feel or sense anything. I don't belong in this body, I don't belong in this life. Don't wanna wake up to the cold morning and Take another beating. I just wanna be loved, like everybody does. Without feeling guilty and ashamed. I just wanna get drunk, like everybody does. Without feeling like a loaded gun. I'm the creep in the corner, I'm the stain on your shirt. I guess I would be better off dead Than on your way. I wanna jump in front of the freight train, Or maybe just get on it. Ride on to the new day dawning And would never be found. I just wanna be loved, like everybody does. Without feeling guilty and ashamed. I just wanna get drunk, like everybody does. Without feeling like a loaded gun. I don't wanna see the day I turn seventeen. Why couldn't I be just like the rest? I can never be free, I'm trapped inside of me. Please put me out of my misery.