I Made You Myself - What I've Learned lyrics

Through our the years I've shown Nothing but the utmost respect for you Broken every now in my body just to hold you above me Stood quiet when you spoke, I took my thoughts and kept them to a hush God it hurts to keep such truth behind my teeth Hell, it's gotta pay off sometime But when I think it's time to shed some light To say how I really feel, I get scared With every once of strength and fear I let my words be heard Drag each feeling from my mouth and set them kindly at your feet But I was wrong to think that you would embrace my courage with open arms The only thing I get for trying Is the guilt from my every fault I had wasted so much time and pride on reaching out, on love and forgiveness To believe is to be let down Over and over again I guess that the only thing left to do I just give up on everything I'll just give up on everything I'll just give up on everything and move on