I Made You Myself - Such Envy lyrics

I fit the shape of nothing and no one I spend each day trying to make sense of myself To look at you with such envy in everything you do I'm not enough With every question I keep quiet and push you way I hate the fact that you Have confidence Such embarra**ment, nothing to contribute to a conversation I feel like everyone is watching And waiting for my answer to something I can't even start to fathom I'd rather be someone else To bury me in everything you've done I feel belittled I'll be damned if I let it happen I am not afraid of progression More or less, outcome You stand tall You have everything I want I break every time I'm reminded that there's nothing I can do Let them live their lives and I'll live mine You have everything I want